btw the doctor gave me a magic healing contact lens and my eye feels lots better now so :>
So despite going to the eye doctor, my eye doesn’t feel any better. I’m still in horrible pain all day long, and I can’t open my eye for hours at a time.
So then at work today, I looked up close at my eye in the bathroom mirror and
THERE IS A SPIKE
A LITTLE SPIKE OF EYEBALL-GUTS JUTTING OUT OF MY CORNEA
IT IS A SPIKE OF EYEBALL JUST GROWING OUT OF MY CORNEA
AND IT IS STABBING THE UNDERSIDE OF MY EYELID EVERY TIME I FUCKING BLINK
NO WONDER I AM DYING
so guess who gets to miss work again tomorrow to see the eye doctor again, BWAHAHA
I’m supposed to be driving to another state the day after tomorrow, too, uggh
Anonymous asked: I feel you are a great person and composer. You have really good music and you should be proud of it and all you've done. You just need to be more confident on you :3
awww thanks, Anon (a month late because I always forget to check my tumblr messages for some reason bwahaha)
sometimes i think i’m arrogant but then i remember that julius caesar was kidnapped by cicilian pirates and when they demanded a ransom of 620 kgs of silver he got mad because he thought he was worth more than that and made them raise it to 1550 kg
Julius Caesar? More like Julius Diva.
I like that he threatened to come back after his ransom was paid for insulting his poetry reading. Once he was freed, he amassed a small force and captured his kidnappers. He had them all crucified and left to die.
Instead of leaving them to die, though, he slit all of their throats out of respect.
He knew all of them by first name.
Kidnapping was actually a very formal affair in ancient Rome, so this was not weird at all.
Not weird for ancient Rome, anyway…
It’s the middle of May and I just had to turn the furnace back on because I am freezing. Haaaaaaa… There really is something wrong with me.
Trade me? It’s been over 80 degrees here for more than a week. That’s not natural for here.
It was 80 here a few days ago. It was nice. I liked it. Now it is 55 (which isn’t that cold, I’m just a pussy) and we’re supposed to get frost overnight. Summer, come back! ;A;
At this moment, it is 87. I would kill for 55. 87 is August weather for here. You can have it. Forever. Take it. PLEASE!
It only gets up to 87 here? HELL YES, I moved to the right place. 8]
I have to visit home in two weeks, and it’s about 100 down there and it will be 100 until like September
Wait, isn’t home in California for you? I’M GOING TO BE IN CALIFORNIA IN TWO WEEKS I DON’T WANT TO DIE FROM HEAT
Face death with dignity, Nanook of the North